Tuesday, January 19, 2021

Happy Sweet SIXTEEN, Mila!

And now...I have a SIXTEEN year old!  That feels beyond impossible.  I have a vague recollection, based on email history, of what I was doing this day in 2005. If you would have told me then that my daughter had just been born 5,000 miles away, I probably would have laughed in your face: "Yeah, right!".  I was a new Nurse Practitioner working hard to keep myself and everyone around me alive, preparing for a missions trip to Papua New Guinea later in the Spring, probably planning where to get my Yellow fever vaccine and who was going to take care of my dog while I was gone.  But in the midst of what I felt was a full & busy life, a baby girl with big round eyes and an extra chromosome was born in a public hospital in a tiny Balkin country still feeling the affects of Communism.   I had the amazing privilege of meeting the nurse who helped deliver my daughter: "She cried right away!  One of the MOST beautiful babies I had ever seen".  Then she described the woman who labored to give my girl life; that beautiful baby came from a strong and beautiful woman. 

(earliest available picture, 20 months old)

Age sixteen is different when you have an extra chromosome and you've spent 87.5% of your life in an institutional setting. Instead of transitioning to drivers licenses and group dates and discussions of colleges, we are getting caught up on the thirteen birthdays that got missed...and in no particular order. Make-up AND coloring books.  Balloons, streamers AND a cake themed after her favorite reality show.  Clothes for her new baby doll AND a super fancy "going out" dress.  Today we don't just celebrate the completion of her sixteenth year, we celebrate all the ages that she is growing through right now.  




 My parents made sure I made fun memories on my 16th (hello limo ride with my friends to play mini-golf in my Petra tshirt!!) and in spite of being all the ages right now and COVID and no parties, I still wanted to make sure that Mila's 16th was a special one for her too:

A surprise fancy dress!


Surprise overnight trip in a hotel!





The sweet hotel staff had a card and a box of chocolates ready for my girl!

We found the only hotel in western Washington with their pool open and took good advantage of it!




Isaac is the master of freestyling ;)

These two have been in such a good space together recently.  Makes my momma heart happy. 


This girly of mine had a VERY specific cake request this year...a cake from The Voice. ?!?!  Clearly beyond my Elmo & Elsa decorating skills, I was thrilled to find a local bakery that helped make my girl's dream come true.  


I'm sure Mila would say everything was her favorite, but mine was watching her face watch the 7min & 21seconds of birthday videos compiled into one celebratory movie just for her. Her face absolutely lit up to see and hear from all the people who know how special this birthday is for her.  

Happy Sweet Sixteen, Kamila Naomi.  You are a brave, friendly, enthusiastic and strong girl growing into a young lady who loves Jesus and others.  When I thanked you for having a birthday, you grinned and replied "You very welcome Mommy!" as if the birthday gift was really for me <3  #goofball



Sunday, January 3, 2021

One Second Everyday: 2020

I had been toying with the idea for years--documenting one moment of every day for an entire year: 365 seconds of our life.  Six minutes as a review of a year in our life.  Should be easy, right?  Guess who picked the now infamous 2020 to do this project?  Jan 1, 2020 Desiree was so naïve.  *eyeroll*

It's taken me a few days to process how I feel about the 339 days I was able to capture.  Honestly, at first I was a bit frustrated that the photos added through the year did not represent the angst I was feeling as our world seemed to unravel at the seams.  There are no photos of the panic of homeschooling, tear stained pillows or repeatedly crunching numbers in our checkbook or even the deep heart searching worship sessions during my 7 min commute to work.  Then I felt guilty for not thanking the Lord for all the joy that was indeed captured in these 339seconds. SO MANY trips to our local beaches. Days filled with sun and outdoor play. First rides on bikes and our Covid Cakes project. Then I realized both angst & joy happened in 2020 and while I will always look back at this year with both a gnawing in the pit of my stomach and blessed relief at God's provision, what is reveled in the movie below is how my children will most likely remember 2020...that in itself is a gift. 

Jan 1, 2021 Desiree has already decided to do this project again...wish her luck!