Social Worker: Hi! I have some news. Are you sitting down?
Me: Uh..yeah (I wasn't)
Social Worker: There has been a child match. You have a son!
Me: oh....wait, WHAT?!
Social Worker: *uncontrolled laughter*
Me: I need to sit down
Social Worker: I thought you were...?
Me: I lied!!
There are twenty different reasons why this was an unexpected phone call. The top two being: I thought I was still several weeks if not months away from being matched to a waiting child...and today is Tuesday. Let's be honest, nothing exciting ever happens on a Tuesday. But today at 11:16am I found out I have a son. How wildly unexpected is that?!
I am still learning about who this little person is: I know he will have his first birthday in just a few weeks and that he is safe & being nurtured in a foster home. I cannot tell you how that warms my heart. (Lord, bless that home and the precious people caring for our little guy even now.) I have his Chinese name, given to him by his foster mother with a hope for a healthy life. My plan is to keep this as his middle name to honor the culture and people he comes from. (I will announce his full English-Chinese name after the next round of paperwork confirms everything.) I also have photos that the Chinese government has asked me to not yet share publicly, but let me tell you...he is CUTE! EEEEKKK--I just want to squeeze his skinny little thighs and drown in his big dark almond eyes!
I am overwhelmed and thrilled at what today has brought. And I cannot articulate the tangibility of the Lord's love and blessing that I feel over my household and our future.
Lots of details to come in the coming weeks.....!!!
Congratulations Desiree! We are SO happy for you and cannot wait to follow along in this incredible journey. You are going to be an amazing mommy:) Love you! Aubs and Drew.
ReplyDeleteI am thrilled for you. What a marvelous God we serve. You have a son! This won't be hard. You have two brothers, right? You will be a great mom!!
ReplyDeleteLove and Prayers to you on your journey,
Tracy